Censoring My Own News, And Couldn’t Be Happier

Following on from my post about doom scrolling through the news and feeling the way I do right after eating that second or third piece of cake M told me I shouldn’t have, I finally focused on trying to actually fix my news problem instead of just avoiding it. I asked ChatGPT the other day whether it could build me a rule structure for news that would, in essence, censor things I read. Things I don’t want, things I do want. Turns out it could.

I consume most of my news through RSS feeds in an app called Reeder. My first attempt was simple. I exported my OPML file, the list of everything I subscribe to, handed it to ChatGPT, told it exactly what I wanted and didn’t want to see, and let it build the logic. I ran it once or twice. It took ten to fifteen minutes to process each time, was very compute intensive, and just wasn’t doing what I wanted.

So I had a different thought. I already had this RSS feed file. Could I get AI to build me an actual tool to do the heavy lifting, with the AI only handling a smaller slice of the logic on top? I’ve had good luck with that pattern before, where the AI builds a local tool for the grunt work and only steps in for the parts that actually need it. Turns out yes, it could, and of course once I proposed it the AI agreed it was a much better approach than my first idea. Which, seriously, if it was that much better, why didn’t it just suggest that in the first place and save me the time? That’s a separate emotional issue I need to unpack in its own therapy session about AI use.

It suggested FreshRSS, an open source RSS reader I’d actually used before, back on an earlier version of my VPS. I’d stopped using it at the time because Reeder already syncs everything to my devices through iCloud, so self hosting the same feeds felt redundant. But I’m generally in favor of hosting my own stuff when I can, so we brought FreshRSS back with all my existing feeds, added another container alongside it to do the preprocessing and staging, and then a third layer that’s the actual AI step, pulling the processed data and turning it into a summary rather than a raw doom scrolling feed.

The first couple of summaries it gave me were pretty thin, partly because my source list was thin. For months I’d been whittling down my RSS feeds because Claude or ChatGPT kept telling me two sources were basically duplicating each other, so I’d drop one. Now that AI is doing the curation instead, it’s going the other direction. It’s telling me to add more sources so it can build a fuller, more complete picture on the topics I actually care about.

One example. I’m an American living in the UK, and I also work in financial services, so I want to track the FX rate between the US and UK. Instead of just pulling from general news sites, it started going straight to the Bank of England and the US Fed for specific announcements. Something I would never bother doing manually, but a computer doesn’t mind, and then it digests it down for me.

It’s been running for about a week now, and it’s genuinely doing what I asked. I find it pretty funny that if a news provider censored my news like this without asking, I’d be outraged. But since I’m the one asking for it, I couldn’t be happier. There are hints here and there of touchy topics, since some hinting is unavoidable given what I’m tracking, but nothing that pulls me in to go dig further. Which, again, is exactly the point.

I’ve since added a bunch of topics I’d forgotten about in the first round, and it’s giving me good paragraph length blurbs with source links if I actually want to go read more. It’s a real step change from doom scrolling and bookmarking articles for later that I never get back to. I’m not trying to be comprehensive here. I want a picture of what’s going on, fifteen to thirty minutes of reading, and then I stop and I’m not depressed about the state of the world. I know I’m building myself a bit of a bubble, but I’m trying to stay reasonably well rounded by excluding specific things rather than whole topics.

One thing it set up that I haven’t tested yet is a weekly digest of blogs and general interest reading, more of a how-to and hobby mix. Sort of a Sunday paper edition, which I thought was a nice touch, even though I’m not sure I actually want that on a Sunday. So that’ll need some tweaking. For now the plan is it generates once a week but I can also just run it on demand. Still early beta stage since I don’t have a few weeks of usage on it yet.

Behind the scenes, this is all running on a public VPS I keep separate from the one hosting my blog, set up specifically for stuff like this. It’s pretty locked down, but the AI agents can hit the API to pull the processed data out of the app when needed. Next up is probably tuning the sources further, and I’d like to get it to a point where it publishes the results to a private webpage or file I can load in a browser and use Safari’s read aloud option on, instead of me manually asking Siri to read sections. That’s not solved yet.

The other thing I didn’t fully appreciate until I started this project is how much of a time sink visiting news sites had become, the same way social media is. It truly is an addictive habit you don’t realize you have until you’re trying to stop it. I catch myself now with a free second reaching to check the BBC or CNN, and stopping myself, and I hadn’t really noticed how often I was doing that until I started noticing myself not doing it. My to do list has gotten better as a result, since I’m spending that time on things I’ve actually said I want to do instead. More on that another time.

My Checkered History With the News

I’ve written about this before, but as a kid I was actually pretty well up on current events. I enjoyed watching the news. I liked being aware of what was going on.

Somewhere as time marched on, that flipped. I don’t know exactly when it started. Maybe it was 9/11, watching the same footage over and over. It probably started even before that. But for a good stretch of time now, watching the news, or anything news adjacent on television, has just been depressing. More recently, reading it hasn’t been much better.

The problem is I do still want to be aware of what’s going on. I want to know what’s happening with certain topics. So say I’m reading something benign, like Apple news, because I buy Apple stuff and want to know what they’re announcing. Then in that same feed there’s a story about prices probably going up because of something going on elsewhere, and now I’m doom scrolling to figure out what that something is. Because I want to know. Which is never fun.

So my engagement with news has gone through cycles. I stop cold turkey for a while. Then someone at work mentions something, I go check the BBC, and suddenly I’m reading a whole pile of stuff because once I start I can’t really stop.

That cycle is made worse by the fact that I don’t really do social media anymore. I have a Facebook account that exists purely to auto post this blog, and maybe once a month I check whether anyone’s messaged me. I think I have a Bluesky account and a Mastodon account somewhere, I’m not sure. Definitely no Twitter anymore. No Instagram. So it’s basically just Facebook and LinkedIn, and LinkedIn is really for work, and even there I probably should be interacting less.

I’m glad I stepped away from social media, for a bunch of reasons I’ve written about before. But news has stuck around as this lingering thing I haven’t solved. The challenge is I find real value in some news and none in a lot of the rest, and figuring out which is which has been the whole problem.

Over the past year or so I’ve wanted to try curated news properly. Apps like Curio, or having ChatGPT put together a daily summary. The issue every time was the same. I couldn’t stop it from throwing in topics I explicitly didn’t want to see. So after each attempt I’d abandon it, stop reading the news for a week, and then want to check my feed for something and get sucked right back in. It can really turn into a doom loop.

Given everything else I’ve been building with AI lately, I’d been curious what it could do about this problem too. But the other stuff I was building felt more tangible, so I kept pushing this one off. Then recently I noticed I was doom scrolling more, and not feeling great about it right after I did it. So with a bit of time to actually focus on it, I decided to see what I could do.

My “Real” News Cleanse

Recently I have started to look at things that I spend time on that don’t make me happy.  The first thing I gravitated towards was social media. I recently wrote about that in my detox plan for it. The next thing that ended up on my very short list was the news.

Over the years I have written several times about my love hate relationship with the news.  These two entries from August & September 2005 one from 2005.  Another one from 2012. As a young kid I used to watch it and be fascinated by it. By my late 20s I was jaded by the 24-hour news cycle. I spent the better part of the last 20 years avoiding and then binging on the news. The only exception is tech news. I’ve been pretty consistently reading that. Tech news usually doesn’t depress me and it helps me stay current in my profession.

With all that’s going on in the world today I’m not getting very much positive out of reading the news every day. I have kept doing it because I want to stay informed. When I read several different sources talking about how I statistically would be happier not reading it I thought about ignorance is bliss. It is. In this case there’s really not much I can do when I read headlines.  So what do I get out of it? I want to be informed however is being informed worth being miserable? I’ve tried being miserably informed for a while and it does not feel like working so I will try ignorant happiness.

Practically speaking when I have a coffee or eat lunch or commute I browse headlines via RSS feeds. I also read a few key websites.  Even after curating down what sources I look at each day I am still depressed by what I read on general news sites.

The habit I plan to change is to stop looking at news sites altogether. As a start I will also cut out the vast majority of the RSS feeds I read. I will still look at some technology, productivity, mindfulness, and entertainment (Sci-Fi) sites. It’s hard to go cold turkey so I will keep looking at those since I find them interesting. The technology sites also help in staying current with the industry or so I keep telling myself.

I know that simply browsing articles even if they’re not stress inducing news articles is not good for me. I figure that what I proposed to do is a good transition. With the time I free up white like to spend it reading more books. I have a queue of them lined up. All I have to do is start reading them. The hardest part I think is building that new routine that doesn’t include looking at new sites & feeds. I almost by muscle memory will type in theguardian.co.uk when I have a spare minute. It is hard to stop myself. Instead I want to start taking spare time I have and use it to update my journal in Day One. Or something else more productive than reading news.  Once I get started I hope to cut down on the other things I plan to keep reading at first.  Over time I hope to transition those interests into books of the same topic instead of 2-5 minute articles.

As with my attempt to cut out social media or drastically reduce it only time will tell how successful I am. By the time this is posted I should hopefully have a routine down. Successful or not I hope to touch back on this topic in a few months to see how I did.

The Story Why I Can’t Watch The News

I am not a fan of TV or radio news.  I used to be as my mom likes to say.  She is right.  I used to love the news and current events and would soak it up on TV.  I have been quoted at 5 years old giving opinions of who I thought would presidential race at the time.  Reagan vs Carter if you are wondering.  By the time I was in my 20’s In the 90’s I started watching less regular news and more financial news like CNBC.  After a while I couldn’t even watch that.  Back then I am not sure what made me stop.  I think it was just that news was depressing and repetitive on TV.

 

It turns out that if you blog long enough you will cover the same or similar topics again.  I found a post I wrote in August 2005 about another reason why I don’t watch the news.  For the record that post confirms I was reading the news from Reuters long before I worked there so I think its ok for me to say I think they are a great news source even though I work in there.  As always the opinions expressed on this blog are my own and not those of my employer.

The News

I have mentioned before that I do not watch the news. I can’t stand it. I am not going to rehash all the reasons why I can’t stand the state of news in this country. I used to be able to watch the news for hours, now I can’t stand it. When a disaster hits like the hurricane last week I am forced to the news channels. The thing of it is you can watch CNN for 30 minutes during the entire ordeal and get all the news you will ever get from them. I didn’t watch very much news. I checked out individual news articles online from CNN, NY Times, and the BBC. I like the BBC because it gives an outside view of events in this country.

It is not that I am not interested in current events that I personally block myself from watching news updates. I just can’t stand the way it is packaged and presented these days. I do want to find out what is going on. Gus found a great blog that he passed along to me. it is a bunch of guys at a hosting provider who stayed behind to keep their systems running. You can check out their blog here. Besides the fact that the blog is run by a bunch of guys (and girls) who do what I do for a living, it is also unedited front line account of what is going on. They have feeds for video, and tons of photos. Gus sent me the link saying that if it was in NYC he thought that would be me. I told him I wasn’t so sure. It is true that our data center is one of the safest places in the city, but depending on the situation I would head for the hills! Either way these guys are a great read!

They have inspired me to try and find other blogs like it from people down there living through what is happening. Still searching…