Lucidity

For someone who has been unable to sit up and do most normal tasks, being lucid and able to get up and do stuff (any stuff) is like someone in the desert finding water. you want to drink it all, but you know you shouldn’t. that is how I feel now. I am lucid and want to do so many things I couldn’t before. But by doing too much I run the risk of relapsing. I feel almost able to go into work. But if I do I know I will overdo it. So I won’t. For now I am working remotely, and “trying” to take it easy.

I finally had semi normal moments last night around 7PM. I woke up from a nap and I could sit up without getting dizzy. that is always a good sign. this morning I am able to sit up and actually function. I will see how I feel later today!

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